Yesterday I didn't look all that great, even though I wasn't in such a foul mood. Of course, I had moments where I thought everyone was against me, but I worked through it and by the end of the evening, I felt more normal than I had in a long time. No "on the verge of crying" episodes or anything. The same jealousies and such, but they didn't get the best of me.
This morning I feel all right. Haven't looked in the mirror lately, but will get a chance when I get ready for work. Will have to see how the afternoon shapes up. The moods change quickly, and even though I should technically be out of my pms phase, I still feel uncertain about myself and whether or not my mood swings might be related to something more serious i.e. bipolar disorder.
Still haven't heard from my doctor about the meds. Was hoping to start them by the time I see my therapist next week, but my crappy health coverage probably means that I won't even get to see my doctor until a month from now. I don't know if I'll be able to control myself when the next pms hits. I sure hope so.
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