Officially I should be over my pms, but yesterday I had a slight episode. Ended up crying and of course frustrating my hunny bunny. It's a lot for him to deal with, I understand, and I feel bad for him. I don't know how long he'll be able to take these ups and downs. I still feel like he's distancing himself. He's said before that he needed to put his guard up just to keep himself sane, and I wonder when, if ever, he'll decide to give himself fully to me once again.
Yesterday I had a phone consultation with my doctor about meds, which apparently was supposed to be in person, but the appointment setter didn't understand that I was needing meds to be prescribed, not just discussed. In any case, I've got another appointment set up in two weeks to finally get something to help me with these mood swings. Next week is my appointment with the therapist, and I was hoping to already be taking something to "take the edge off." Not that it would affect me by next Thursday since I've heard and been told that it could take a month or more to see how the medication will affect me.
Yesterday I was ugly.
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