Same Story

Despite the nice day we had yesterday, I still ended up crying last night. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy, which seems ridiculous since I'm still able to function in my daily activities. It's just that I get these ideas in my head that quickly send me into a downward spiral so that I end up either crying or angry, or both.

Was able to set whatever the issue was that brought me into that state aside so we could get some sleep. Forgiveness, that's the key. At least these days. I'm trying not to be so nitpicky and psycho, but I just can't help it when the sadness takes over. Luckily, this was a quick one. Got up this morning and felt normal. This evening has been normal. Hoping to get to bed without another incident like last night.

Got to maintain control of myself and my emotions. Medication would sure be helpful right about now.