Once Again...

Feeling down. The day started out all right. I looked okay in the mirror. Then my honey bunny did something that made me feel like I'm unloved, so I spent the rest of the day in a slump. And it really wasn't anything. He just went onto the computer before he went to work rather than those last few free hours with me. I guess I expect him to want to be with me when I'm home since it doesn't seem like we see each other often enough. Maybe I'm too clingy. But another issue was that even though he knew I was feeling down, he still kept playing his computer game. My therapist suspects I'm also suffering from depression, and though I can't say I'm convinced of that, I will say that I sure seem to be succumbing to these funks pretty frequently. Went back to bed around noon. And then took another nap around 6:30. Didn't go on a walk today, didn't do dishes, didn't do the errands I had planned. Not feeling too good about myself so far. Still able to look at myself in the mirror, though it's probably because I like my sweater.